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Hello. I hope you can see me? I have always wanted to get your attention, talk to you. But I was afraid that you could not see me, that you would not hear me, or that the words won't come out and I'll look like a fool. It took me so long to get here today. I finally had to push myself when it seemed the perfect time would never come. I did not even know if I would be able to say anything, I just knew that I was tired of waiting. Hello. Can you see me now? Uhmmmm. Have you ever sat by the window on a rainy day and felt yourself as if you were not really there? As if you were just someone's imagination, a puff of thought that will be quickly blown away and forgotten forever. As if the rain could wash away every trace of your existence and no one would even notice. Have you ever? It is raining now, but I don't want it to stop just yet. I want it to wash me. I have to something to say to the rain. He knew me. The rain, I mean. He knew I always sat by the window and wa...